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am I the only one who found this absolutely ridiculously funny?! HAHA
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Tuesday, 29th November
life happens;
It’s interesting how one person can completely change your outlook on life and the people in it. Interesting how I can no longer trust the people around me thinking that things will eventually turn to shit, thinking “what’s the point.” What’s the point of investing all my time, efforts, money and well-being for something that I deem to be doomed. I really wish that I could just be content with what I have and be grateful for what’s been given to me. I wish. That is not the fate that was given to me. I went though life experiences and though they were great, there were also some difficult times that ended up shaping the way I thought. Oh, how I wish that I could just be content; to totally and completely commit to someone without thinking that eventually things wont work out and that life will happen.
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Wednesday, 28th September
Before getting the tattoo, I did my research and found out that peacocks are very aggressive birds that protect their families and they also signify inner beauty and pride. I always loved the beautiful colors of the bird, but I decided to do it in black ink.
This tattoo reminds me everyday that my family means everything, that I should stand up for what I believe in and that I should never forget the inner beauty that I so very easily neglect.
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Sunday, 29th May
I get to see those pretty macarons and practice my french 3 days a week and I get to work at the big yellow house! It seems as though I am one step closer to my dreams. :) soooooo stoked.
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Tuesday, 10th May
kind of a sad thing;
I’m not sure if it’s the fact that I haven’t seen or heard from anyone in a while, or the fact that I work almost every day, spearing me with a day or two off if I’m lucky every two weeks, but I’m starting to really miss my old life. When I say my “old life”, I mean when things were simpler, when I would see my friends every day, when I didn’t have to worry so much about money or my future. I miss feeling like a kid. I think that I just need a few days off and I need to reconnect with the world outside my work. It’s kind of a sad thing, but I need to get a life. haha, but I’m just glad that although most of my friends are busy all the time with their own lives and such, my man friend is always there to make me feel better, especially when I have a shit day at work. thats all.
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Monday, 9th May
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Thursday, 10th February
updated version of Sinigang’s ABDC submission :)
More dance footage of us and our work! thanks for everyone who supports!
Their talents needed to be showcased more so the new vid brings out more of their versatility which is a great asset for dancers. Enjoy!
This version was sent to abdc today… we pray for the safe delivery and for the judges who will be viewing it.
Awesome
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Wednesday, 9th February
wow, i’ve only watched:
- aladdin
- cinderella
- toy story
.. wow :(
I’ve watched all these movies. BOSS.
Childhood :’)
I still HAVE all these movies! even more BOSS!
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Monday, 24th January
I hate that I get super lonely when I watch corny movies with really good love stories.
haha I’m not sad about it, it’s just that I end up jumping up and down being all giddy and shit. I honestly really do like being on my own without a man or any relationship problems, it just gets lonely sometimes, that’s all. FU love stories. ahha jk.
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Wednesday, 12th January
baggage;
“One step closer to the boundary between the certain and the maybe.”
It’s weird that I am feeling this way because it seems like I haven’t felt like this in a very long time. I feel as if I am certain of my feelings, but at the same time, there are so many things that are unsure.
Maybe; one word that can be the cause of complete madness. Maybe I.., maybe he.., maybe… There are just so many things that I don’t know but spend countless hours trying to analyze with the maybes.
I just need to feel a sense of security in this situation. There are so many things, feelings, and thoughts that I wish that I had even a minuscule idea of what is being thought.
“Opened up the gates, not even sure if I can meet halfway.”
Yes, I understand that I initiated a lot, but in the same time, I am completely unsure of that I am getting myself into. There seems to be so much “baggage”, so many things I just really don’t want to deal with at the moment. I just want things to start off by being completely effortless, but who am I kidding, the world doesn’t work that way. I don’t want to start things off when there are still things that were left out in the open and haven’t been resolved yet. I will not let myself be put into that situation.
I’m not even sure how I will react to new situations that I haven’t been in, in a very long time. I’ve been hurt so badly in the past that I don’t know if I would let someone into my life as effortlessly as I once did. I’m not going to lie; I can’t trust men as I once did and it’s going to take me a long time to decide what I want.
I just really want a fresh start, a new beginning, and someone worthy of my time and efforts. Leave your baggage behind, let that go and open your eyes to what’s in front of you.
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Tuesday, 4th January
The definition of “classicalvin” (Classic Alvin) or (Classical Vin)
Thanks, Jess!
you’re welcome :)
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Friday, 10th December
the future;
The journey will be rough, filled with doubt, uncertainty, fear, unfamiliarity, and confusion.
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Friday, 10th December
